Confused

I have something that going on right now that is extremely confusing to me. I thought I wanted to write about it on my blog, but I just changed my mind! so.. instead of that Ill say my team went 4-1 in Miami, I pitched well. My team basically kicked ass with the exception of one game.

Valentines Day

Valentines Day is STUPID

Had A Bad Day Again

Fuel
I had a bad day again
She said I would not understand
She left a note that said Im sorry, i
I had a bad day again

She spilled her coffee broke a shoelace
Smeared the lipstick on her face
Slammed the door and said Im sorry, i
I had a bad day again

And she swears theres nothing wrong
I hear her playing that same old song
She puts me up and puts me on
I had a bad day again

She said I would not understand
She left a note and said Im sorry i
I had a bad day again
Nooo...

And she swears theres nothing wrong
I hear her playing that same old song
She puts me up and puts me on
Oh I had a bad day again

She said I would not understand
She left a note that said Im sorry, i
I had a bad day again
She left a note that said Im sorry, i
I had a bad day
Nooo
Nooo
Nooo
Nooo
Alright
Oooooo
Ohhh

So my boyfriend of four years.. I recently broke up with him, well we were on kind of a break because I am going to school 3000 miles away. I jokingly said.. do you have a valentine? He said possibly. Now he told me that he like this new girl Courtney? And that she is his Valentine. He said: "we like eachother" well congrats Zack! Have a great life without me in it. I am trying not to act ridiculous about this but I can't help it. I know that I should just leave it alone and let him do whatever. I mean he really was not the best boyfriend and I deserve better, but then again I really was not the best girlfriend. I made way to many mistakes. But its all over now. A weight off my shoulders. I almost cried. I feel like bawling but I stop myself because that is just ridiculous. okay.
Peace. Love. Happiness. :P
"SMILE"
Kate

Today is a Great Day

Its all about positive talk. I cannot wait to go to practice today! It is going to be such a great practice! I really cannot wait until tomorrow when we actually get to play a game! :o) Well things have been pretty decent so far today.. now off to practice to tie up the great day! Wish me Luck!
Goals for today:
* Get mt first move
* Get four seams of my rise
* Make the Chang-up "natural" again!

Walk out song (pitching)

My walk out song for Spring 2008:
Ball and Chain (Social Distortion)
Social Distortion Lyrics

Ball And Chain Lyrics

Well it's been ten years, and a thousand tears
And look at the mess I'm in-
A broken nose and a broken heart,
An empty bottle of gin
Well I sit and I pray
In my broken down Chevrolet-
While I'm singin' to myself
There's got to be another way

Take away, take away
Take away this ball and chain
I'm lonely and I'm tired
And I can't take any more pain
Take away, take away
Never to return again
Take away, take away
Take away this ball and chain

Well I've searched and I've searched
To find the perfect life-
A brand new car and a brand new suit
I even got me a little wife-
But wherever I have gone
I was sure to find myself there-
You can run all your life
But not go anywhere

Take away, take away
Take away this ball and chain
I'm lonely and I'm tired
And I can't take any more pain
Take away, take away
Never to return again
Take away, take away
Take away this ball and chain

Well I'll pass the bar on the way
To my dingy hotel room-
I spent all my money
Been drinkin' since a half past noon-
I'll wake there in the mornin'
Or maybe in the county jail-
Times are hard getting harder
I'm born to lose and destined to fail-

Take away, take away
Take away this ball and chain
I'm lonely and I'm tired
And I can't take any more pain
Take away, take away
Never to return again
Take away, take away
Take away this ball and chain

What do you think? I like this song, I was also thinking Mommy's Little Monster or Ring of Fire by Social Distortion. Well.. Ill be hearing this great tune a lot :o)

Pitching

I pitch for the University of Georgia softball team. So far my pitching has been looking decent. should be better by now since our first game is this Friday. We have six games this weekend, yes six! The big games of the weekend are against De Paul. They are a good hitting team so this should be a good way to start off the season. But what I am really excited about is when we travel to my home, California. We get to play UCLA, I hope I get to pitch and then dominate there ass. :) But we also get to play Oregon.. again, we played them last year, we get to redeem ourselves. More like I personally get to redeem myself. So I am hoping I get to pitch against them. But I would rather pitch against UCLA, well, I would rather pitch against both teams. The team should be really, really, good this year, even though we are young. I cannot wait to show the SEC, and the country how bad ass Georgia softball is, and every team should and will be worried about playing UGA. I will keep updating about the games, this just happened to be at the top of my mind. The teams we are competing against should be worried about my rise and change, you know what, even my curve. They should be even more worried about the team I have behind me which is outstanding. We play with No Fear.
Go Dawgs
Peace, Love, Happiness
Kate

Macroeconomics

Well.. I got my first test grade back. Not anything to be proud of at all. I am barely hanging on in school these days and I feel completely lost. I seriously do not know how to get a good grade. I mean I studied soo much and no luck. a 65 percent is not acceptable for the amount of study time I put into this test! This picture is perfect for me right now... lol.. ergh! I hate this and I need to pick up my grades. Nothing lower than a B-.. Well we will see what I got on my TXMI test tomorrow. That better be a better grade then this 65.. Horrible!
Peace, Love, Happiness
Signing out
Kate

"Seize The Day"

Live every day to the fullest. Wake up in the morning and tell yourself "today is a great day!" This is my first blog post and this is the first thing that I thought of. I miss home a lot. I love California. I currently live in Athens, Georgia, I'm attending the University of Georgia. I am a sophomore and play softball for the school. I have decided that I want to be a photography major. Photography is something that I love. This is seriously the one thing that I can see myself doing for the rest of my life and really enjoying it! I am currently single. Broke up with the love of my life, whom I was dating for almost four years. But I think it is for the best. If we are meant to be together, we will be in the future, but right now I am doing the right thing separating myself during college because being almost 4,000 miles away was not working out.
okay well I got to go watch Gossip Girl on the CW.
Peace, Love, Happiness
Kate