
My ex Girlfriend is hanging out with her ex boyfriend. She is totally involved with a new girl. My ex boyfriend told me today he wants to date me when I get home, which is code for: "I would totally love to fuck you for three weeks while you are home visiting, then maybe again when you come back from summer" Who does he think I am?? Does he not get the clue that there is a reason I never touched him or anyone really when I actually lived at home? Well maybe if I am single when I get home I need to loosen up and learn to enjoy that sort of thing. I feel like I am the only one who is not enjoying being young and having sex. ha. seriously. But sex is not something that is that unimportant to me. Maybe I hold it to high. Maybe it really is not that big of a deal. I just know thats not the kind of person I am, maybe I need to go explore, couldn't hurt I suppose. I guess we will see where things go eh?
I can't wait to go home and sleep, pitch, run, work out, drink and go play pool atleast every other night.
OH how I miss my sketch hole in the wall pool hall that I take all my friends to. They all love to go to the flashy new big billards. But I prefer, the small hole in the wall pool hall called the Q Club.. about 15 tables, close together, small bar, some video games and a old jutebox. OH how I am in love with that place. The Q Club is as sketchy as its customers, which is .. haha .. sketchy to say the least, but I think it just gives the place so much character. It is so unique. It is not the top of the line pricey bright big billards with the annoying pop music playing. It is the dark bad ass awesome pool hall with lynard Skynard blasting through the jutebox speakers. <3 It makes me miss home soo much.
Well.. I guess it is back to laundry for a bit. Im sure my mind will continue to wander, like always and i will be writting on here once again. I honestly LOVE my Blog.. it is just amazing and the perfect place to get my thoughts written down, where I will never lose them. :)
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